woke up at around 11am. great. mejo early ako db? hehe.. unlike the past few days.. past 12 nako nagwwake up.lol. (slept late nanaman kse my sisters and i had this bonding moments together nanaman. we talked about love, life & friendship. aaw. learned a lot from them.. really.)

my sister is off to palawan. ow great. buti pa cia.. makakapuntang BEACH. waa. ima miss you, sissie!! ;)

waa. whatta day. was teary-eyed for a few minutes. had to talk to clarice, ria & ludz para ma air out ko tong prob ko. haay. i now realized his worth. the saying, 'you dont know what you've got til its gone' is indeed TRUE!! what am i saying? GO FIGURE. hehe.. i cant believe this is happening to me. i know its my fault. but why did these things happened too soon?! waa. im in a state of confusion right now. i dont know what to do.. ;( huhu.. clarice and ludz told me the same thing.. that i should think about 'it' carefully para di ako maka hurt. sounds easy.. pero ang hirap gawin. there are a lot of 'what if's' in my mind right now. cant think straight. but one thing is for sure though.. i just want to be happy.. haay. im keeping my hopes up... waa.

** i just try to smile to cover up the pain.. i just wish im not yet too late.. **

+ karen +