My Sentiments

It's almost 2 in the morning and I'm still wide awake. Well, that's not new. I just finished having a conversation with my sister through YM. I missed her so much. It has been weeks since the last time we had a long conversation. That's why I'm truly grateful that YM exists for it makes the distance between us kind of shorter. Yay. Thanks for the built-in webcam, too. I felt like my sister's just in the next room. Haha. I must say that being far from the person you love makes you realize their worth. Absence, indeed, makes the heart grow fonder.

Anyway, I just couldn't sleep yet without sharing with you what my friend posted on her Facebook. It goes:

We must not settle for a lukewarm lover and mild happiness. For deep down we know that lukewarm will turn cold and mild happiness will become a nameless sadness.

True enough. After reading this, I've come to realize that we should not settle for anything less than we deserve, because we deserve better, if not the best. I've been contemplating about this for several days already, and I figured that even if he says he likes me and all that mush in the world, but still remains inconsistent, he doesn't deserve the best of me, and will never do unless of course he proves himself worthy of my trust, of my love. Actions speak louder than words, ya know. I hope he's aware of that.

For the record, I F-ing hate expecting a text message upon waking up and before closing my eyes when I'm about to sleep, and a reply for long hours only to find out that I was just waiting for nothing. Ugh. Pero pag ako, reply agad. Wtf. Having too much expections really is disappointing. Demmit. Well, it's time to get some Zzzz's. Rihanna & Chris Brown's concert is just a few hours away. Yay. Take a Bow.

Xoxo,

Karen