Edward Cullen

I'm unconditionally & irrevocably inlove with him.

This is actually my fave scene - Edward, with his shades on, getting out of the car, opening the door for Bella, walking with her while everyone else was staring, and then putting his arm around Bella's neck. *Kilig!*

I also loved the baseball scene and the part when Edward said to Bella: You're my personal brand of heroine. *Kilig!*

I must say that the book is way better than the movie, though it didn't suck that much. Nevertheless, it was worth watching for. :)

Xoxo,

Karen

Just A Thought

I remember my sister warning me that I shouldn't fall for his words (or actions at that) and that I should always keep in mind what he did to me a few years back. What he did to me was foul and if he did it to me once, he can always do it to me again for sure.

I know that this is kind of difficult to handle. Especially now that I'm starting to get attached to him again. But I guess it's just a matter of knowing my limits and having self-control. I have to control myself from falling inlove with him all over again. *sigh*

I don't want to have my heart be broken over the same person twice. Or thrice for this matter.

Xoxo,

Karen

IMYH <3

You keep me sane. :)

Please don't let me down this time. You have my trust. Don't blow it.

Xoxo,
Karen

Webcam

Me loving the webcam to pieces. :)

I am missing my mum & sister so much. Ate Trina & I were in tears upon seeing my Mum and Ate Kathy on screen. We just missed them terribly! We aren't used to being far away from each other, that's why. My Mum also cried for seeing the two of us crying. Haha. Cause & effect, huh? Haha. Ate Kathy was constantly showing off the things they bought for us just to stop our tears from falling down. She was succesful for our tears were turned to laughter & smiles. Haha. I am so thrilled for the goodies!!! But I'm so much more thrilled to see and be with my mum again soon. I love you & I miss you, Ma.

Xoxo,
Karen

My Sentiments

It's almost 2 in the morning and I'm still wide awake. Well, that's not new. I just finished having a conversation with my sister through YM. I missed her so much. It has been weeks since the last time we had a long conversation. That's why I'm truly grateful that YM exists for it makes the distance between us kind of shorter. Yay. Thanks for the built-in webcam, too. I felt like my sister's just in the next room. Haha. I must say that being far from the person you love makes you realize their worth. Absence, indeed, makes the heart grow fonder.

Anyway, I just couldn't sleep yet without sharing with you what my friend posted on her Facebook. It goes:

We must not settle for a lukewarm lover and mild happiness. For deep down we know that lukewarm will turn cold and mild happiness will become a nameless sadness.

True enough. After reading this, I've come to realize that we should not settle for anything less than we deserve, because we deserve better, if not the best. I've been contemplating about this for several days already, and I figured that even if he says he likes me and all that mush in the world, but still remains inconsistent, he doesn't deserve the best of me, and will never do unless of course he proves himself worthy of my trust, of my love. Actions speak louder than words, ya know. I hope he's aware of that.

For the record, I F-ing hate expecting a text message upon waking up and before closing my eyes when I'm about to sleep, and a reply for long hours only to find out that I was just waiting for nothing. Ugh. Pero pag ako, reply agad. Wtf. Having too much expections really is disappointing. Demmit. Well, it's time to get some Zzzz's. Rihanna & Chris Brown's concert is just a few hours away. Yay. Take a Bow.

Xoxo,

Karen

My Shining Star

I missed that feeling. I feel like I'm in high school again. Yay. I'm savoring the moment while it lasts. Imy. :) :) :)

Xoxo,

Karen

CRAP

Men do it for the thrill. When they don't get caught, they feel invincible.

Xoxo,

Karen