it's CRAZY to be SANE.

Xoxo, Karen

5.31.2005

My sister woke me up at around 9.30. She told me to help my mum. Ako naman si ms. masunurin, bangon agad. *nax!* So yun. Went to school after lunch to check if out na yung list ng mga sections namin.. ;) Unfortunately, I wasn't able to see our teacher there, so tom nalang daw. GREAT. Napagaod lang ako. hehe. ;) Accompanied my ate somewhere. Went home after. What a lovely day. Well, not so. haha. ;) Mara texted me, and as always, benta nanaman cia. Tama bang pakielaman ang pics ko sa friendster? haha.. ;) And tama bang punahin pics ni *toot* din? hehe.. ;) *MARA: muka ciang mei band talaga? hehe.. ;) Sama nio ako watch ng gig one time ah!I'll bring him wit me ;)* So un, wathced teleseryes again. FAVE talaga eh nuh?! haha.. ;) YAHOO! Enrolment na tom. Gonna see my blockmates naaaa!! Yippee!! A LOT LIKE LOVE.. here we come! hehe ;) RAZE (my bestfriend in UST): goodluck sayo tom.. bonding wit your future mum. haha ;) Aion lang, til then.. ;)

+ karen +

Nakaka LSS ang song na to:
Stay: Cueshe
(MUST HEAR. MUST HAVE CD? haha..;))
I believe
we shouldnt let the moment pass us by
life's too short
we shouldnt wait for the water to run dry

think about it
cause we only have one shot at destiny
all im asking
could it possibly be you and me?

So if you'd still go, i'll understand
would you give me something just to hold on to?
and if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Time has come

for us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy today

i feel so cold
feel so numb
im having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away

So if you'd still go, i'll understand
would you give me something just to hold on to?
and if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Now that you're gone,
im all alone im still hoping that you would come back home
dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

5.29.2005

From: Mara
After all the time that passed, you became an important part of my life & slowly I'm starting to be afraid to lose you. I just wanna think that I'm holding on to a hand that also won't let me go.

-> aaw. I can relate. As in.
Woke up at around 9 in the morning. Had to get up early 'cause we'll hear mass at 10am. EARLY. err. So there, bought a couple of ice creams at 7/11 after the mass. Ang INIT kaya nuh! haha.. ;) *Cookies n Cream.. wee.. * After lunch, I slept for 2 to 3 hours. *Sarap matulog!* Pony called me up. *I missed that. Thanks.* I was able to talk to my cousin, he told me that he has a PDA na daw. Wow. Cool. Nice choice. ;) Hmm.. What else? I kept on borrowing my ate's cel. So techy eh. ALIW. ;) Katext ko si Lari now.. I told her that I'm having problems regarding my blog. *Silly me. I just can't do it. WTF.* She told me that I should seek help from Mikka. *Mikka, HELP!!* haha.. ;) SO yun. Nothing really special happened to me today. Just the phone call from someone. *Blush* I'm so excited to watch A LOT LIKE LOVE on june 1. Yippee!

+ karen +

5.28.2005

Damn. It's already 3.51am, and I still can't figure out how to change my blogskin. Silly me. (Raze, I really need thy help! Nakakatoxic!) So I thought of opening our barkada's friendster account nalang, and just answer some of the surveys posted in the bulletin board. (Sign of boredom!) As I was reading some of the posts, I saw a post from jing which states that classes will begin on the 14th of June. (Oh great! Tagal.) Anyways, here's one:

1.current status and for how long:
>>>> SINGLE since birth
2.are you happy with your current status?
>>>> yes!
3.are you looking for someone right now? why or why now?
>>>> nope
4.what do you REALLY look for in a guy or a girl?
>>>> looks.brains.personality.
5.do you usually go for the sporty type or the artistkind of guy/girl?
>>>> SPORTY
6."brainy", serious type or the wacky, boy/girl-next-door?
>>>> the latter
7.how was your past relationship?
>>>> terrible.
8.how about your current?
>>>> I'm happier (cause I feel more valued!)
9.what do you think are the best ingredients for arelationship to last?
>>>> respect.trust.selfless love.
10.so... do you believe in courtship?
>>>> yea.
11.how about friendship before a relationship?
>>>> yea. The best foundation of a good relationship is friendship.
12.do you consider yourself a "love doc"?
>>>> Sometimes.
13.your friends or the one you love?
>>>> my friends (cause I can still look for someone to love. haha. kidding!)
14.ideal date?
>>>> By the BEACH. walk.eat.
15.do you hunt?
>>>> Sometimes. Trip.
16.are you hard to please?
>>>> It depends on the person who would want to please me. (if I like him/her, I'm very easy to please, but if I don't, huh..bite me!)
17.if your parents don't like your bf/gf, would youstill continue the relationship?
>>>> Not anymore. (masunuring BATA.)
18.what is the greatest thing you did for the oneyou love?
>>>> cried too much cause of him. (I'm not much of a cry baby kse eh.. so if you're the reason why I cried, you must be really GOOD.haha.)
19.what did you like in your partner?
>>>> He accepts every single detail about myself.
20.what is your message to him/her
>>>> BEHAVE.

Part 1
1)mhirp ba masktn?
>>>> DUH. Do dogs bark?

2)mhirap ba mainlov s taong my mhl ngiba?
>>>> yea.

3)mahirap ba pg may taong sobrng mhalka pro di mo nman mhal?
>>>> Mas mahirap ata yun.

4)mhirp ba pg mhal mo, mhal ka.. pro dipwedeng maging kau?
>>>> WAAA. pinkamahirap!

5)mahirap ba pag pinapahanap ka ng bf/gf ngmahal mo para makalimutan cya?
>>>> hmm.. not so. haha.

PART 2
God is giving u just 5 more minutes to live,anong 3bagay ang sasabihin mo sa taong mahal mo?
a. I LOVE YOU.
b. Behave ka.
c. Kung love moko talaga, sundan moko. hahahaha. ;)

1)pinaka heart wrenching words nasasabihin sau ng mahal mo, kung saan maiiyak katlga pagcnabi sau un?
>>>> I LOVE YOU NO MORE.

2)Ano sasabihin mo s isang taong ayawmaniwala na mahal mo sya?
>>>> Eh di wag. Kaw din. haha.

3)Ano pinakamasakit? iniwan ka, niloko ka,pinaasa ka o pinaniwala ka na mahal kanya kahit may mahal syang iba?
>>>> latter.

4)mahirap bang sabihn yung totoo?
>>>> Sometimes.

5)have u ever given up on love?
>>>> YES.

6)was there ever a time na tlgang pinag-aralan mong mahalin ang isang tao?
>>>> yea. I think so.

7) can lovers be friends after the break up?
>>>> For me, it doesn't work.

PART 3
1)pag mahal mo ba ang isang tao kahitkaibigan mo kakalabanin mo??
>>>> It depends.

2)ano ga2win mo if parehas kyo ng kaibigan mong mahal?
>>>> Sige, sayo na. (haha.martyr!)

3)ano ga2win mo pag dumaan yungcrush mo sa harap mo at bigla kang natalisod?
>>>> tatawa!

4.) ano ang dapat mong gawin kung mayguy/girl nagpapahiwatig syo na mahal ka nya?
>>>> eh di makikinig? haha.. ;)

5)panu pag bf/gf mo nagseselos?
>>>> wag kseng magselos.. parang walang tiwala eh.. ;)

6)sasabihin mo ba nararamdaman mo sa isang taopag may gus2 ka?
>>>> it depends. pag umamin cia.. might as well do the same thing.

7)panu kung yung mahal mo nagpaparamdamna parang mahal ka nya pero bandang huli.. maygf/bf na cya?
>>>> LECHE cia! wag na ciang magpakita ulit sakin! haha..

8) panu kung ung mahal mo pinphanap ka ng mamahalin nia?
>>>> cge.. hanapan ka nalang.. *sob*

+ karen +

5.27.2005

ALAN: HOW DARE YOU! FOOL! GET A LIFE, A**HOLE!

+ karen +

5.26.2005

heya!! after a month & a few days.. im back to the world of blogging! whew.. =P im very happy that ive seen the jerks once again yesterday! its been awhile since the last time i saw them.. aaw.. miss them talaga.. especially those people na super close sakin.. hmph. so there.. we met at houseblend (ow yea.. our fave spot.. =P).. we were asked to keep quiet for 3 times (waa.is it a crime to be that jolly?!haha..=P) clarabelle was wit her bf.. aaw.. they look good together!! my rating's 10! perfect 10! haha.. ;) *thanks for the chocolates, clara!!love the snickers!! =P* it was nice meeting lance.. *ahem* hehe.. FC.. ;)

- commercial -
Karen: grabe.. kakapagod magbenta ng charms..
Mega: kakapagod maglabas ng pera..haha

ANG FUNNY!! MEGA.. BENTA KA TALAGA!! ;)

- another one -
Mega: Karen, gurto ko ng necklace na mahaba.
Karen: AAH.. yung choker na mahaba?! (contradicting!!haha..istupid!=P)
Mega & Karen: HARHAR!!!

- resume -
after that, we decided to go to the providence para mag sing along.. ow yea!! was one of the sponsors.. whehehe... =P proud?! haha..;) my cousin and 2 friends (ALVIN & ALLEN) went there as well.. alvin & i sang one of my fave songs.. WAITING IN VAIN. waa.. mega, lari & patch were the ones na nagpumilit na mag sing kme.. like.. i was SHY?! haha.. SINCE WHEN ako na shy?! haha.. =P so there.. had a lot of fun.. I MISSED JERKS!! =( super iba talaga ng feeling when im wit em.. HEAVEN talaga. haha.. =P had to leave early kse i told my mum that id be bcak at 3pm.. like.. it was already 5pm.. was still enjoyin out there.. *great!masunuring bata!* haha.. ;) oh btw.. MIKKA: forget him!! he doesnt deserve your tears talaga! he's such a JERK!! go find another man who's WORTHY enough to be loved by you.. love you so much!! JERKS loves you.. ;)

as soon as i got home.. i texted PONY.. ;) he told me to text him kse pag nakauwi naku.. and so i did.. mara and i had another bonding session.. opened up nanaman sakanya.. and there was this thang she said na super napaisip ako..here it goes.. "Karen, don't expect too much..but don't lose hope." WOW. MARA. GRABE. NATAHIMIK AKO FOR A MINUTE. IBA KA. HAHA. =P


things that happened to me the past few days:
20 May 2005
** went to alona to eat lunch. was wit my pare & canny.. ;) had a great time there! thanks to my pare.. kse pinagbigyan nia ako.. aaw.. =P thanks to canny as well.. =P nagpa masahe ako.. WOW!! ang sarap ng feeling.. ;) thumbs up!!
** went to ICM. met goldie there. we ate merienda. ;) (too bad..di nakasama c goldie sa alona..next time!!=P)
** went to LAZER. was wit canny & warren.. =P met ikyo there.. and andrew as well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW!! (21 may 05)
** we ate somewhere at around 2am.. andrew's treat =P (thanks!!)

21 May 2005
** see you again, BOHOL. i'll miss you!!
** went to EGI.
** watched HITCH (courtesy of ALVIN)THANKS PONY!! ;)
** ate dinner at MC DO (fave!!)
** went to BLUEWAVE. ate ice monster (yumyum!!KIWI!!)
** wasn't able to watch MYX LIVE.. huhu.. next time!!

22 May 2005
** heard mass
** ate lunch at jbee.. wit my family and the TWINS
** inubos namin nila ALVIN & ALLEN yung film sa cam ko.. ;)we were sooo KULIT!! ;) ALLEN, your sugar.. ALVIN, your papers.. haha.. ;)
** went to Greenhills (waa.i want a new phone!!tempting!!)
** ate at Litlle Asia (yumyum!!)
** lost my ate's sim.. =( (but nahanap din nia eventually.. haha.. thank God!otherwise.. gonna buy her another sim plus a 24/7 call & text load!)

23 May 2005
** stressed out.. enough said.

24 May 2005
** LUNCH wit JERKS
** J-O-Y joy in my heart! ;)
** was asked to answer this:
Whom you gonna spend your lofe with? Pili ka d2 then you'll know..
1. Line
2. Dot
3. Square
4. Zigzag
5. Broken Line
6. Circle
Keywords will be sent once you replied.

my answer: CIRLE!!

The keywords:
1. Line - true love
2. Dot - Childhood Sweetheart
3. Square - Schoolmate
4. Zigzag - Once an enemy
5. Broken Line - friend of your friend
6. Cirlce - First love

--> hmm.. PWEDE DIN!! haha.. ;) IS HIS HEART STILL MINE? *wiNk*

so there.. FRIENDSTER na muna ako.. ;) SANA NAMAN PAKI EDIT NA YUNG CAPTION NG PIC KO.. PALITAN NA SANA YUNG "HARSH"!! haha.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! ;)

oh btw.. before i forget.. TO AL_N.. SCREW YOU!! JERK!! KARMA IS ON ITS WAY TO YOU!!YOU DESERVE EVERY WORD I SENT YOU!G*GO!

+ karen +

** FROM: MORT **
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stopp loving no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't ex[ect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me there are some loves that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody..who has a little but of insanity..somebody who never lets go.."

5.24.2005









Thanks for the pics, Steph! Mwah!

+ karen +
jerks at houseblend

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jerks at prov

Thanks for the pics, Steph!

+ karen +