got my plane ticket na for bohol. great. my mum dint allow me to go to galera.. kse bohol nalang daw. like.. mas malayao ang bohol, mum.. hehe.. good enough.. kse ma stuck lang ako d2 sa manila for the entire break. ;) so there.. did a lot of things today:

at 9am.. went to the hospital for the labtest..
went to the med bldg..
went back to the hospital..
went to the church..

have to go back to the lab tom kse kulang yung results. err. hassle. tsk.

razeille called me up.. kwentuhan lang.. super funny ng stories nia.. as in. i was just laughing and laughing while we were talking.. kse naman ang baby nia eh.. hehe.. ;) sinisi daw ba? haha.. grabe.. i missed raze tlg.. as in.. sometimes lang kme magkausap ngaung break eh.. bitin pa un chikahan namin kse tumawag c joef sa cel nia. tsk. sayanag.. NEXT TIME.. ;)

wow. april19 pala ngaun. wala lang.. he dint even remember.. great.

was able to have a conversation wit cla.. as always.. bout BOYS. haha.. buhay pag ibig nga naman..;)

** FC na cna JING & TABA.. hehe ;) WOW!!;) **

so un.. these are the things i did the past few days..

sunday:
my good friend, alvin, went to our house kse he left the his keys sa unit nia inside his room.. he cant get it.. obviously.. so he stayed muna sa house.. i accompanied him to the airport kse pinadala nalng yung keys para di na sirain yung door nia.. ;) thanks to mr. nestor.. ;) bait nia sobra.. ;) lalang.. we watched the 5 people you meet in heaven at the hallmark channel.. it was so nice!! thumbs up tlg.. as in. natauhan nga ako eh.. hehe.. funny but true!;)

monday:
super stressful ng day n2.. that's all i can say.. ;)

+ karen +

im missing canny naaaa. waa. pag gising ko.. la nakong kasabay matulog mag hapon. hehe.. ;) aion.. taba called me up.. infairness.. its been a while.. aion.. im confused.. again. waa. there are things na dapat nde ko na problemahin.. but then.. bakit affected parin ako?? waa. la nakong masabi..we heard mass at 6pm.. i asked god for a sign.. again.. hehe.. haay.. lovelife.. nakakastress!! ;) aion.. next time nalang ulit.. ;)

** is your heart still mine? **

+ karen +

woke up at around 11am. my mum, cousin & i went to bangkok. ai grabe.. we saw a cutie na hottie. waa. he looks gorgeous tlg as in. my cousin and i were like, hu is he.. gwaping ha! haha.. we thought na nagsschool lang cia somewhere within the country.. but no.. sa china daw..!! ow great..anlayo!! 100% chinese. haha.. he's 17 y/o ow great.. 18 nako.. not so bad. haha.. ;) we were like saying a lot of things na about him.. but he never reacted. so we assumed na he never understood a word. but then.. when my mum said gwapo.. aba.. tumawa!! hanggang ears ang smile. haha.. fake. nakakaintindi pla kahit konti.. wahaha.. ;) aion.. haay.. gwapo. lol. so there.. as soon as we arrived home, i slept. super tired ako. as in. haha.. pagkagising ko we went to Little Asia to eat dinner. ow yes.. my ate's bf's treat.. bait. ;) aion.. super yummy tlg ng chicken.. cant get over. haha.. tas we ate at ice monster for dessert. yummy ng kiwi. grabe.. thumbs up!! ;) aion.. we went to egi after.. was able to talk to my cousin, niknak & baby allen.. ;) miss ko na sila. waaa. ;) aion.. hinatid na namin c canny there.. haay.. miss ko na cia.. as in.. parang bunsong kapatid ko na un eh.. haay.. sana di nalang ako sumama dun.. para akong napahiya eh.. d man lang daw ako nilapitan?! ow great. its a SHAME, karen. oh well. thats life.. til then..

+ karen +

Happy birthday, chris erwin g. mercado!!

whatta day. egay dropped by our house to get something from me. kagigising ko lang nun. na shy nga ako k egay cause i was like, egay.. havent combed my hair pa.. can you like give me a minute.. haha.. aion.. kwentuhan and tawanan muna.. as always..;) so there.. my cousin, canny & i went to the mall to watch a movie & to buy a paris hilton skirt. we watched samara. it was so creepy!! as in. but my mum texted me ng maaga thats why we werent able to finish the movie. mei nagkalat kse na text na magkaka earthquake dam intensity 9 at 5pm. ow great. false alarm. ciempre naniwala kme db.. hehe.. la namang mawawala if maniniwala ryt! haha.. we got scared tlg. as in. intensity 9 ba naman.. no joke un ah. hehe.. aion.. we were supposed to go to little quiapo.. but then d kme natuloy kse my mum wasnt in the mood to go out or something. err. tas e2, my mum wouldnt allow me to got to galera. again. well.. she said it indirectly. she was saying na delikado daw and all that. haay. too bad, karen. tsk.this day is super stressful tlg. as in. at the end of the day, mega texted me na she made a reply slip for our trip to galera. tas e2 pa.. mei things to bring pa kme. haha. benta. its so HS. haha.. ang cute!! ;) aion.. the egi boys were supposed to go to aour house.. but then.. nde natuloy kse la kme ni canny sa haws when alvin called.. aion. that would be all for now. again.. STRESSFUL and day na i2. waa. ;)

+ karen +

went to school.. went to the main bldg to get my SOA. then sa med bldg to get something sa office. whew. whatta day.. super tiring yet happy day naman. saw iris' crushie sa school.. great. hehe.. hunk.. ;) so aion.. these are the things i did the past few days..

monday:
went to gateway.. wit ates, raymund & canny.. we ate at superbowl and then we watched hide & seek. so creepy!! but we liked it din naman.. it was not boring.. at all. my mum dint even sleep inside the moviehouse.. hehe.. bago to.. ;)

* nagtatampo nanaman c taba.. i wonder why.. *

tuesday:
egay, iris & chris went to our house. egay, iris and i watched a cinderella story.. we were like so kilig sa i'll be part.. haay.. i cant wait to meet my prince harming.. hehe.. ;) so there.. we ate lunch and then we went to the mall to watch another movie. i invited ria.. and ang galing kse punta agad ciang mall.. hehe.. nde mahirap yayain.. as in. in fact.. nauna pa nga ciang dumating dun eh.. hehe.. funny.. ;) so there.. we watched sahara.. i dint quite enjoy the movie.. it was kinda dragging.. but then.. enjoy na enjoy naman c ria. egay even slept inside the moviehouse.. hehe..;) basta it wasnt what ive expected! but thanks to chris anyway.. his treat kse eh.. hehe.. ;)

* tampo again c taba.. haay.. not again.. *

so there.. im happy bati na kme ni taba.. hehe.. ;) til then.. ;)

+ karen +

im back.. again.. after a few days of rest.. im back to the world of blogging. hehe.. ;) nwei.. this day is just one of the not so special days in my life.. my cousin went to ek wit her classmates.. we'll be seeing each other tomorrow night. cant hardly wait actually. ;) shes like our sister na kse eh.. lalang.. aion.. when i opened my ym.. mikka left a message.. mei pinapapuntahang syt sakin.. ow great.. c crushie.. whoah. hes got the looks.. and the body. waa. HOT nga. haha.. ;) great.. magkakasala ako ni2.. waa. well.. there's nothing wrong naman db? i mean.. im not attached to anyone naman.. so why would i feel guilty or what..?! ;) moving on.. taba is here na.. wala lang.. nag overnight kse cia sa batangas eh.. aion.. had a little misunderstanding.. again.. just because of that picture thingy. hehe.. ang bata.. ;) aion.. like ive said.. napaka ordinary lang ng day n2.. here's a flashback of the things that happened to me the past few days..

friday: went to school at 7am to hear mass and to check out the list of qualified incoming 2nd year students. waa. cut off.. sh*t yan.. hehe.. nakakasira ng social life. wahahaha.. ;) but then.. ive learned and realized din naman a lot of things because of the cut off.. ;) so there.. was sooo happy because my bestfriend is also IN. waa. thank God.. ;) after that, we went to jbee to eat lunch. we had so much fun tlg. while we were eating.. we just talked about the funny and memorable experiences that we have shared as a class.. super sad kse nalipat na kme nila ria and cla ng sec. waa.. ima miss 1-9.. you guys have been so nice to me.. and its super hard to accept the fact that for 3 more years in ust.. d ko na kayo makakasama ng madalas.. i mean.. super hard na kse maka meet ng katulad nio.. haay. i really miss 1-9. waa. especially my kabarkadas there namely ludz, alexis, jinggay.. and kson? hehe.. and my close friends there.. na thru thick and thin.. anjan tlg for me.. cna fred, bestfirned #1 kong c kams.. ka review kong c argie.. c razeille and a lot more.. 2nd barkada ko na nga actually yung group nila eh.. they have been so supportive sakin.. super bait tlg nila.. waa. naiiyak nanaman ako..haay. why kse dapat malipat pa kme ng sec?! huhu..well.. after the dramahan.. taba and i went to powerplant.. wit my two ates, raymund and my mum. o db.. FC sila. hehe.. ;) oh gawd.. 14.32 hours kmeng magkasama ni taba.. hehe.. na low batt nako't lahat.. we're still together. haay. whatta day. we were not able to wathc a movie kse c taba mei curfew.. oh great.. so we ate dinner nalang.. pinakain ko ng so much c taba.. para naman.. magkalaman laman.. hehe.. ;) aion.. super tiring ng day n2.. yet one of the days na nde ko ma44get. this day has certainly been so great!

saturday: heard mass at around 6. then we went somewhere along the concorde village.. my cousin's there kse eh.. from baguio.. aion.they had a trip ksethere eh. we picked her up, and then we went to gb3 to eat dinner.. so there, we went to blue wave after to eat dessert. so un.. mei band. great. ;) had so much fun.. though at the end of the day, mejo na sad ako.. kse 1st.. tinulugan nanaman ako ng isa jan.. and 2nd.. aaah.. nevermind. hehe.. too personal? think so..

so un.. next time nalang ulit.. got some important things pa to attend to.. ;) oh btw... finally.. pinayagan nako SLYT ng mum ko sa galera trip ng jerks.. weeeh!! i have to be good nalang daw para di na magchange mind nia. ow great.. mei condition pa tlg nuh? hehe.. oh well... as always. ;)

+ karen +

my sister woke me up at around 9.30am. as always.. i asked for a 5-minute extension.. which turned 10.. and so on. hehe.. great. ;) we went to the airport, terminal 2, to pick up ate kathy. yey. finally, shes in manila na. waa. when i saw her.. i was like.. wow! nice color!! ;) shes tanned. ow great. nice.. ;) so there.. after that, we went to mcdo to eat lunch. my treat. o db.. hehe.. ;) yummy.. forever fave tlg! ;) oh well.. there.. as soon as we arrived home, we dashed to the room to sleep!! yes.. all of us slept. we were all weary! especially ate kathy.. ang sarap matulog. waa.

when i woke up at around 6.30pm.. i asked my mum if i can go to galera wit jerks.. unfortunately, she dint allow me. ow great. bad3p!! argh... i was expecting na papayagan nia ako.. but then.. i was wrong in expecting that. ow.. too bad.. hmph. so i just kept silent for a few hours.. was hoping.. wishing.. that she would change her mind. but then.. no effect?! hmph.. best actress pa naman ako. haha.. pero di ako naging effective?! hmph.. joke..;) so there.. JERKS.. i just hope na makasama ko kau sa apr19-21. waa.

CLARICE: sayanag.. di tayo naka YM ng matagal.. dbale.. we will see each other naman tom.. sayang, d tayo makakawatch ng movie together. waa. NEXT TIME ah! ;)

** oh great. i now know where i stand in his life right now. i guess.. he is happy wit her already.. karen.. fly on the wall.. ow great.. "MAYBE IM JUST NOT THE ONE FOR YOU.." **

+ karen +

wow. i have a new skin.. thanks to RAZEILLE!! ;)

+ karen +

i wanna share wit you one of my fave songs now.. ;)

BROKEN SONNET - HALE

And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And in this next line
Ill say it all over again
That i love you, i love you

I dont care what they say
I dont care what they do
cause tonight ill leave my fears behind
cause tonight ill be right at your side

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go

The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
Its the same, its the same
And in this next line
Ill say it all over again
That i love you, i love you

I dont care what they say
I dont care what they do
cause tonight ill leave my fears behind
cause tonight ill be right at your side

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go

Ill leave my fears behind
cause tonight ill be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go

But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe im just not the one for you

im back. whehehe. its been awhile since i last posted an entry here. well.. what's been happening to me lately? hmm.. im in a state of bliss right now. im so much thrilled sa mga things that's up for me this coming school year.. new uniform.. nameplate.. ow yes.. my dream of finally having one is close to reality na!! waah. ;) and magdduty naaaah. the stockings and the hair.. hehe.. exciting! ;) even if there are some people na i know malilipat ng sec next year..(i just hope nde ako ung malipat! lol.) im still trying to see the brighter side of things. na even if we won't be classmates next school year.. atleast.. we're still in the same school.. at the same bldg.. ryt?! ;) haay. nakachat ko c fred sa YM.. and ges what's his ave nun 2nd sem?! 1.39! ow great. he's really a GENIUS. ;) im soo happy for you fred! iba ka tlg!! ;) go gurl!! lol. ;) well.. to my bestfriend, patch.. if you're reading this.. well.. the 'pain' that ive been talking about? well.. it was just nothing.. drama blues ko lang un. but then, if id be able to talk to you on the fone.. il let you know the story.. full length. hehe.. ;) you know the people involved eh.. hehe.. ;) to razeille.. ai grabe.. i miss you a lot!! paramdam ka naman sa sun!! whehe.. ;) like ive said.. drama blues ko lang un.. hehe.. ;) kilala mo din yung taong involved hehe.. ;) kwentuhan tau sa apr8! ;) miss na kitaaa!! ;) to jinggay.. ow yes.. grades are already out.. ai grabe.. i bet.. TAAS nanaman grades mo elite! hehe.. kita kits sa apr8!! ;)

lari called me up.. just to inform me na nakilala na ni mikka ang crush ko nung HS.. waah. c LSGH guy.. na asa track and field team ng DLSU na now. waah!! mikka said na he's HOT. haha.. ;) funny.. i trust mikka's judgment.. ;) HOT!! haha.. the term eh noh! ;)

well.. to keep you updated sa mga things na nanyari sakin lately.. here's a 'flashback'.. lol.

sunday: well.. my sister, mum & i went to the legend hotel in mandaluyong to meet our friend there.. we were kinda lost nga papunta there eh.. good thing there's mara.. our navigator. ow yes.lol. asar nga kse nahuli pa kme ng MMDA.. he was saying na we violated the yellow lane thingy.. err. only to find out that he was just up for the money.. i think?! asar. buti nalang i saw some private cars na dumaan din kung where kme dumaan. hmph. i have this feeling na naloko lang kme nun. err. i wanna a be lawyer tlg para pakukulong ko yang mga ganyang tao. err. pano uunlad ung country natin if ganyan ang mga nagwwork sa govt?! not naman hasty generalization ah.. but then.. (nakipagdebate daw ba sa sarili?! haha..;)) nevermind! ;)

monday: hmm.. dapat magmmass kme ni classmate at 7am.. but great.. he dint wake up. so i slept nalang to kinda release anger. hehe.. ;) we fought.. again. great.. but good thing naayos din un before the day ended. he end up eating dinner at our house. ;) at 11pm.. my classmates texted me na out na daw yung grades.. ow great.. what was i to do?! check it on the net? or deadma nalang hanggang makatulog ako? that is.. if makakatulog ako. lol. well.. katext ko c kams.. and she said na check ko na daw sa net.. cause even if d ko sia icheck that night.. in time.. makikita ko naman din. i said to myself na if nde ko pa iccheck that night.. pinoprolong ko lang ang agony ko.. hehe.. so there.. at 1am.. chineck ko nalang..;)

tuesday: ow great.. i already computed my grades for 2nd sem.. and YES.. im happy!! so happy!! my grades are quite unexpected actually!! i was shocked for a few minutes. i even slept at 5am na nga eh.. like.. i was not feeling sleepy for 4 hours?! hehe.. super happy.. as in!! ;) DL din si classmate.. ow great!! im soo happy for the both of us.. really! ;) thank God tlg.. waaaah. ;) c louds.. DL din.. astig.. 1.58 ang ave nia.. galing galing!! ;) c classmate naman.. 1.69. waah. mga GENIUS!! ;) mj called me up.. so funny kse he was like asking me a lot of questions about this and that.. like.. mj.. kagigising ko lang.. give me a break! ;) hehe.. ;) ang showbiz kse nia eh.. hehe.. ;) funny!! ;) ow.. speaking of mj.. 1.70 ang ave nia.. whahaha.. lupt..;) c mort naman ay 1.72.. great!! ;) galing galing ng 1-9!!! ;)

so there.. i think that would be all for now.. ;) I'LL SURELY MISS 1-9!!!! the best class ever.. sayang nga kse we only had a few months na magbond.. haay.. nun 2nd sem pa kme ng totally bond.. pero come to think of it.. buti nalang nagbond.. kesa nde tlg.. ryt?! ;)

+ karen +

woke up at around 11am. great. mejo early ako db? hehe.. unlike the past few days.. past 12 nako nagwwake up.lol. (slept late nanaman kse my sisters and i had this bonding moments together nanaman. we talked about love, life & friendship. aaw. learned a lot from them.. really.)

my sister is off to palawan. ow great. buti pa cia.. makakapuntang BEACH. waa. ima miss you, sissie!! ;)

waa. whatta day. was teary-eyed for a few minutes. had to talk to clarice, ria & ludz para ma air out ko tong prob ko. haay. i now realized his worth. the saying, 'you dont know what you've got til its gone' is indeed TRUE!! what am i saying? GO FIGURE. hehe.. i cant believe this is happening to me. i know its my fault. but why did these things happened too soon?! waa. im in a state of confusion right now. i dont know what to do.. ;( huhu.. clarice and ludz told me the same thing.. that i should think about 'it' carefully para di ako maka hurt. sounds easy.. pero ang hirap gawin. there are a lot of 'what if's' in my mind right now. cant think straight. but one thing is for sure though.. i just want to be happy.. haay. im keeping my hopes up... waa.

** i just try to smile to cover up the pain.. i just wish im not yet too late.. **

+ karen +

..I don't know why... but suddenly I'm falling
Was I so blind...
I was loving you all the time
Now I'm hopelessly addicted
Helplessly attracted..

waah. kaka LSS. ENOUGH!!! ;) nwei.. thanks sam for helping me out sa blog ko.. bait bait!! ;)

+ karen +

whatta tiring day. we went to the supermarket to buy some things for ate kathy's trip to palawan. ;) so humiliating pa kse i slipped pa sa parking lot. ow great! ciempre kinuwento ko d2 db.. haha.. ;) ang funny kse eh.. natawa nalang ako. WA POISE!! ;) so there. went home.. YM agad after eat.. ;) hmm.. slept late pala last night. katext ko pa kabarkada ko. we talked about our buhay pag-ibig. hehe.. ;) she's a good listener tlg. as in. ;) im so glad i have a friend like her.. (you know who you are..lol.i just can't mention your name here, kse kinda secret..db?lol.) so there.. she told me things na nakakagising tlg.. hehe.. napathink tlg ako ng sobra. & yes, she's right about everything she said to me.. so un. we'll be seeing each other next week. (judgment day..oh no.) she'll be bringing her "papa" nga pla. hehe.. oh speaking of my friend, she introduced her friend to me. bestfriend ni "papa" hehe.. ;) warren, if you're reading this.. im sorry you misunderstood what i said to our friend.. i meant nothing bad naman eh. lalang.. aion. i hope we could still be friends.. ;) so there.. YM nalang muna ako.. til then.. ;)

+ karen +